I touch myself…

sometimes when I am aloneI lay still and close my eyesrecalling a moment with youfar too long ago yet oh so fresh in my mindso vivid that I can feel your handsmoving slowing and softly over my bodyI h_ Sheena:I’m not the type of guy to act desperate though, I have dignity and I respect myself.(31 [...]
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Taunya:
Boyfriend practically broke up with me and then said we could make it work?
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
I feel hurt and scared and like I have to prove myself to him again or something.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
And then after some talking, he changed his mind that he would try and if it didn't work oh well.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
And I was like wait why what can't you try to make more of an effort for me?
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
His not making me happy was making him unhappy.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
I talked to him abt it and he said he doesn't have the motivation to be a good boyfriend and that he sucks and doesn't want to hurt me so he can't do this anymore.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
But he didn't even make an effort to sit w me at lunch.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
For two weeks now he had been ignoring me (one word replies or nothing), but I figured he'd speak to me during school.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
Unfortunately, we are in our last year of highschool and it is hectic and we have 0 classes together.
(5 September 2018)

Taunya:
I've been dating a guy who is my best friend for two months.
(5 September 2018)