how do you loosen up?

Do you use anything to get you in the mood? Drinks maybe smoke some marijuana do you use cocaine or other illicit drugs? I had a threesome way back when i was in the 20’s really not very knowledgeable_ Donette:I’d like to get back into the dating game, but I hate texting and forming a relationship [...]
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Freda:
My sister does not even respect her but my mom would blame me and scapegoat me.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
She tries to make everything I do sound like a bad thing.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
She will taunt me and say things like how i'm not married or didn't graduate BUT she won't support my college education and she tries to hound me over everything i do.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
When someone compliments me, she would try to sabotage it by insulting me.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
My mom, I seriously, think she is jealous of me because I'm 5 inches taller than her and more attractive than her during her youth.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
She treats my sister better than me.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
My mom would harass me over everything.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
I'm taller and more attractive than my sister.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
I feel like I'm being treated like cinderella.
(5 April 2019)

Freda:
My mom tries to destroy everything I do.
(5 April 2019)