Really a place to be or not to be?

Here I am after stopped blogging for a year, back on here looking back writing. Why I am here again? Tonight was trying to sleep but couldn’t. Boy I’ll be working just in 3 hours still couldn’t sle_ Stepanie:But then broke up with him for lying to me twice about his drug use and hard drugs [...]
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Layla:
For example, today he gave me the seen on snapchat which i know isn't a big deal and he does occasionally do it its just it literally made me cry and i don't even really know why.
(23 April 2019)

Layla:
I have friends and I spend lots of time with them but he is always in the back of my mind.
(23 April 2019)

Layla:
Especially if I don't have anything to do.
(23 April 2019)

Layla:
The first few months were fine but recently in the last couple of months, when Im not with him I feel extremely sad and upset.
(23 April 2019)

Layla:
Basically I have been dating this guy for about 5 months now and i know that i love him.
(23 April 2019)

January:
Boyfriend acts differently ! Plz help?
(23 April 2019)

January:
But we used to text very much all the time before break up thing but now since he wants to give another try he seems changed n not texting much and not calling at all.
(23 April 2019)

January:
Or is he taking his time because of break up thing happened to renew things slowly.
(23 April 2019)

January:
But he only replies to my texts after hours and hardly initiate texts anymore not much communication like we used to text for hours everyday very very much.
(23 April 2019)

January:
He broke up with me 3 weeks ago then I begged him and he gave another chance to relationship to see if that works.
(23 April 2019)