Holy Hell! I REALLY Fucked up!

UGH SHIT!Im VERY angry with myself! I dont like people, I like being alone, I dont have much patience for stupid people and tonight showed me once again why I am the way I am.I trust few and let even_ Phyliss:And i usually get a gut feeling when a girl likes me and im almost always [...]
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Jule:
Is it possible for someone to go their whole life without a relationship?
(9 October 2018)

Jule:
Not because they didn't want it, but because nobody ever wanted to be with them?
(9 October 2018)

Elease:
I ve talked to her twice now on IG but she dosen t text first?
(9 October 2018)

Kaycee:
My Dad would not vote for Donald Trump in 2016 and I have not spoken to him since. Is it time for me to forgive him now?
(9 October 2018)

Kaycee:
Or should I still avoid him cause of his selfish vote?
(9 October 2018)

Dawne:
My parents have separated 5 times in my life and always ended up back together. Now they are again. Is it time for them to divorce or not?
(9 October 2018)

Dawne:
I am sure the alcoholism comes from their marriage.
(9 October 2018)

Dawne:
Am I supposed to cheer for a divorce since they are dysfunctional?
(9 October 2018)

Dawne:
Should I be hopeful they reconcile for the 5th time?
(9 October 2018)

Dawne:
I feel so sad this might be it but I have felt that so many times in the past and they end up back together.
(9 October 2018)