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we were kids we were told that Santa was watching us and we should work to be on the nice list for Xmas.[image]So that takes care of one day of the year. At that tender age, we seemed to forget about_ Henry:I’m starting to think maybe I am the type of person who doesn’t deserve friends, [...]
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Adria:
I feel like it's all my fault but I can't quite pinpoint what it is.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
Sorry I'm just really tripped out over this because I've never had a boyfriend, never had a first kiss, I'm 15 and I feel like a fool.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
Is the universe really just not on my side?
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
And then we got new seats in class and we don't sit next to each other anymore and we don't talk anymore now.....my point is why can I never get close with a guy?
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
I don't know what the deal is but I guess I'm just super awkward that I don't make guy friends so this one felt special to me.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
Like even if it didn't mean anything to him or if it wasn't meant to go any farther, but I was just happy that I had a guy friend.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
This guy was the absolute funniest guy ever and I guess I liked him but moreso it felt nice to have a guy friend.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
But this time around everything was going great.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
Most of the times it's just because nothing's really going anywhere, like I'm unsure if he likes me so no one does anything and I guess the feelings just go away over time.
(6 February 2017)

Adria:
I'm a sophomore in high school, every once in a while I'll get a crush on a guy and it'll all be going good, like we'll talk a decent amount and it's a good time and then a few weeks later something goes wrong that ruins that chance I ever had with him.
(6 February 2017)