Just had birthday, still virgin

Well I just turned 18 and I am still a virgin, I’m not bad looking, just don’t socialize too much. All I want is to lose my virginity that’s it. I don’t want a girl over 30 and I like smaller girls like all over small. If interested please respond, thanks P //meelp.com/profile/head2la [...]
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Danae:
Trying to stop having sex with non-Christian boyfriend?? Any advice helps please!?
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
Please don't be mean or say just have sex, if you don't have the same beliefs as me your advice probably won't help....
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
I don't want to hurt him but my relationship with God is way more important.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
And for the record were both adults.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
He says eveything good but if I stop he gets quiet and he'll say commenat like we'll let's just hold hands then.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
After that he always tells me he's sorry and he should restrain himself more.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
I've stopped a few times but last night I couldn't and after sex I just about started crying.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
Everytime I see him it's like he tried so hard to get me to the point where I can't stop myself.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
But then says we don't have to do anything I don't want to.
(19 September 2016)

Danae:
But he always finishes with but I'm a guy and I'm gonna wanna do stuff.
(19 September 2016)